part 2

            So it's day two of this blog thing and last time I just said what I was thinking, but this time maybe I should take a more serious approach? Or maybe not? Just go with it.
             I am so intrigued by some people, I don't know why. I know so many people who just don't follow the rules, like any of them. Of course everyone likes to play by their own rules sometimes, but I'm talking about the people who are just so carefree. I ENVY YOU. How do you do it? How can some people just have no obligations and owe nothing to no one. We should all have the "just fuck it" attitude if it were up to me, but sadly it's not.
              If people were more carefree, we wouldn't be as stressed. People have to lay back and take it easy sometimes and just blow off some steam. Reading this back to myself I sound like a hippie, not that there's anything wrong with hippies, you guys seem cool, but is this idea stupid? Or is something mutually felt? Am I getting close to target?

What's wrong with just doing noting? What's wrong about taking a moment for yourself just to breathe? What's wrong with taking a step back and going forward a little bit later? What's the big rush for? What's wrong with that?

I'm just wondering you see, because all I recognize lately is stress upon stress, drizzled with some more stress. Everyone has stress, and if you say you don't please tell the world your secrets. Why is everything so demanding and ruling in our lives? I find that, as a student, there is no relief. There is no time for mistakes. If you trip, the world just passes you bye and doesn't blink.

So why don't more people stop and actually smell the god damn roses? When was the last time you actually stopped and said no. When was the last time you realized that there is nothing wrong with imperfection? 

Take ten minutes and just ask yourself. Step back.